December 2009
oh, just bloggin'
So, I am pretty homesick. My dad said he wanted me to come visit. He just wants to see when he can get time off in January. I know I am stuck here in Colorado for at least 10 more months. I’ve learned you can’t run from things, it never works. So I’ll just have to sit here and take it. Keep working and saving money so if I do move back I can get a place. Maybe some room mates?...
Dec 11th
snow day
It was my uncles birthday today and all I wanted to do was crawl inside myself. Sometimes I think if i could just give myself a proverbial “kick” I would be more motivated. But, somehow knowing it’s me doing it defeats the purpose. I see my mom falling apart everyday and I can’t help but wonder if that’s where I got all of my fucked up genes from. I bought a bottle of...
Dec 4th